There's a lot to unpack here: micro sized motor with a 120amp 1:10 ESC on 3S lipo
The most important question, which I don't think has been asked yet: What vehicle are you running this setup in?
Also, what do you mean when you say you "hold the gear?"
That motor is rated for 50,000 RPM. On 3S, you're trying to spin it at 65,500 RPM - If you haven't already blown the motor, you'll need a 2S 7.4V lipo pack to run it within its specs.