You guys are so much more than online buddies. I got another very generous package from
@MVRCA today, opened it but am too tired to sift through it completely.

I promise as soon as I can pull myself together I'll share some pics.
I don't want to draw this out, but I'm starting to have a really rough time keeping myself together. I really appreciate all of you guys and it really helps to know there are still good folks out there. Yesterday and today were really rough days for Mrs. Doom.
I 'm staying strong for her, and keeping her calm as I can. I just can't be there 24/7 and I can't do anything for her pain, and It's starting to take it's toll on me, seeing her in so much pain, and not being able to fix it.
Tonight when I got home I cried, I don't know how much more she can take. This is extra tough on both of us because we spend almost every hour we are not at work with each other.
Tomorrow I have to head back to work, I can't stay with her at the hospital for another week or two. This makes me feel like crap. I won't see her until I get off work.
I feel pretty self concious about opening up like this on the open forum, but wanted you guys to know how much your being here helps. Thanks for putting up with me.