Thank you all for your kindness and messages to me. I don’t have really anyone to talk to besides my wife and kids. I pushed all my old friends away years ago because they all turned to drugs and alcohol or were just bad people. I’m a Cnc programmer/ machinist going on 18 years with a stay at home wife for the past 14 years. I’m 37 years old and I feel like all I do is work. I grew up homeless majority of the time as a kid. When I met my wife all I had was a Camaro and a backpack full of clothes. I own my home but with a mortgage, I switched jobs 4 months ago after taking the previous job before the one I’m at now back in December of 2023. Things were going great! Had around 7 grand in my bank account, which was the most I’ve ever saved. They got slow and I was only working around 30 hours a week or less. Goin from making 1300 a week take home to around 500-600 a week for almost 4 months hurt me bad. I drained my bank account and had to sell 2 of my 3 quads and my two mini jeeps. I just got caught up last week finally and the job I’m at now is getting slow. I only worked 2 days last week. The shop I'm at now turned down a job I brought in that was over a million a year. I’ve tried opening my own machine shop twice in the past ten years but didn’t work out because I didn’t have enough money. I’m at my wits end.
I keep praying for Jesus to give me a better opportunity. Hopefully some day my prayer will be answered.
